0:00 thank you [Music] welcome back to another amazing episode of the careful boys where we have a careful girl here today so adila tell us about your podcast and and your business in general we're all curious okay funny fun fact I had a podcast before that actually had the word only fans in it it got blocked from every ad ever like you couldn't run any ads on it so this new one I was like I gotta be crafty and of offense like only fans is ████ offensive and like at first it was mainly to like try to destigmatize the only fans platform which I still think I do but in other ways like before I would try to like learn about your trauma learn your deepest darkest Secrets but I'm in a phase right now and
0:50 I could go back to that but I just want to hear about you like sucking dick and like the craziest stuff you've done and yeah like I it's like a good mix between like serious and like fun and like uh yeah recently I I like watch podcasts I watch other people's podcasts and take notes about what I like and then I'll try to add that to mine to make it more interesting and in my most recent podcast episodes um actually they haven't come out yet but I just by the time this is out they'll be out where um I have people like turdley's and Kev play their Mormon characters to interview people with me so it's like there's characters in my podcast now that are just like really awkward yeah yeah so um when did you start your podcast so the first one I started literally two weeks after I started my only fans except we had to throw out the episode because I thought I'd be able to just watch a YouTube video on audio engineer and then I ████ up the whole audio and I didn't save the original so
1:41 it took like about a month after trying over and over again before I'm like ████ you just gotta pay someone when did you start your only fans how long ago uh it was 2021 October uh I think 30th 2021 it'll lock down your life yeah well I I quit my job I had a corporate job and it sucked what are you doing uh Logistics I did outside sales logistics in Arizona walking door to door and ████ 100 degree weather my anxiety and stress was so high that I was throwing up every day I was uh pooping blood and like I had like rashes all over like stress rashes all over and I'm like and then I took acid and I'm like let me just start an only fans and I quit and it's like you know not being yelled at every day that's ████ sick what inspired you to start so many sales girls going into only fans yeah well because this is like a less stressful version of sales like there there's you
2:33 can use everything that you learned about your job except now you're actually selling something that you're passionate about like yeah I want to make dudes come before I was selling a s█████ Logistics service that was probably more expensive than what you're already paying for nobody was nutting yeah no well actually some guys were like if you come back in a bikini you get the sale and I'm like wow and yeah they were bold they were bold but um she's like I respect that that's like now I know I've been and it's cool and like I enjoy my job so I'm what was your question because uh what inspired you to like how come acid didn't go oh I'm a train like a reindeer or like how did it go straight like how did it go because those two things are Jason I had to go straight to only fans I
3:28 yeah I already had followers like I was very very well known in the Rave Community specifically I wouldn't say I was like famous in any other capacity other than being known for raving so like you know those ravers how are you known in the Rave Community I got uh I like I wasn't doing pasties and I got repo reposted by like all of it actually found that Instagram made me delete it that one was that like actually saved a bunch of photos and stuff baby and then this girl who I used to be friends with put like printed out pictures and uh set it on my dad's car because she knew where I lived when we were friends what a ████ ████ oh she's a ████ ████ if you're watching this you're a ████ was she hot though um hahaha that's even better attitude shift
4:20 so then my dad was like either I stopped paying for college or you delete your Instagram but then even after he made me delete my whole Instagram that I had been building like and honestly I was depressed for like a few years after that because it's like like people don't think about social media it's like that was me expressing myself to me it was like a part of myself I put hours and hours into building it like I even um I made like a fake Instagram to like see the theme like if all my photos coincided it's like I was in it and then um he made me delete it and then for the next year to pay for college he followed my Instagram and even if I was wearing a Club dress he's like you look like a ████ you need to delete this but a dress I wasn't even in a bikini um and then he told me I looked so cheap these photos of these dresses and let us judge she has them dad know what all these
5:13 all these yes he has the barometer for what a horse he's like you look like cinnamon over at Deja Vu it's not gonna fly in my house this is a ████ ████ from Temecula you look like candy from Spearmint Rhino I know that dress what a great question dude it's okay you really don't have to pull it oh man if I have you could so we could be like yeah that's pretty hoary yeah yeah that's a funniest thing to say what are you doing out there looking like a ████ temeculin this is what I got paragraphs I can't see I mean that kind of tells you already if he well I'm trying to put myself in the position of a dad and it's like this was like I wasn't even how old were you I was 21.
6:04 yeah that's too old for that too old for that ████ yeah yeah I think also though like there's a difference between a father being um feeling a type of way and then using that type of vernacular to express it yeah why would you use those words to your own daughter you know what I mean I've said this before I say it again I said on my own podcast and people try to argue with me all day every day but for a dad to say you look like a hoe he is sexually sexually in some kind of way and people are like no he's putting himself in another guy's shoe uh to see how they and I'm like so he's putting himself in a guy's point of view who is viewing your daughter sexually so again you are sexualizing her and it just it feels like dads who don't sexualize their daughters are just like oh like you look confident like you know it's just like a much different vibe so go up honey do you feel like just honest question do you feel like
6:55 when you're wearing that though you're wearing that in your life yo I feel sexy in this I felt so hot in that because it's like I I never knew how to style it myself before the like I'm I was really like pasties were easy you put a pasty on with bottoms that match and that like that's why I wore them I'm like that was easy um so I was like really excited or not when I looked at pasties huh that's stupid you gotta get two happy faces two flowers two stars I would get the same conversation where like my parents like we're trying to be a gangster I'm like yeah thank you for noticing that was for us it was like it's not you don't get called a ████ they're just like why are you wearing your pants so ████ big yeah what do you want to be a ████ drug dealer yes I do actually I do that felt successful you're like
7:46 thank you would you say like since you were already being sexualized you were just like well ████ it if my fans are gonna sexualize me anyway I might as well get money out of it or like actually it was really funny because for a while and like if anyone recorded my close friends story at the time God I really hope they didn't but I'll just admit it now I'd be like I don't want to get paid for this I just do it because I like it and then finally like it was the acid I was like why wouldn't I get paid for it it's because like you're taught to feel shameful about wanting to get paid for like feeling hot or feeling sexy and it's like crazy because before I started doing only fans you would have never heard me say that I look hot today or I look sexy today it was just like I don't look ugly today but no once I started and only fans I'm like I am kind of hot like interesting I like I masturbate to myself all the ████ time wow but like I wasn't like that before I'm gonna try I try because I
8:36 make videos like if I'm dating someone make videos from and then I get soft because I don't like watching me I don't watch myself I feel like you're like critiquing your own performance like ████ I could have been fingering her right here I just don't get turned on seeing dick oh yeah so if I just see my dick all day then I'm just grossed out maybe maybe instead of instead of looking at yourself in the video just look at yourself in the mirror because you know how you look different I have to see if I'm in frame [Laughter] but then I would start and then I'd have to stop the video after 10 seconds to fluff again and watch a girl porno and then I'm just like dude how does this work yeah the science dude I don't know how girls do it they could see themselves and get turned on they can all right yeah I'm bi but the weird thing about me being by is I like girls who look like me I like girls with fake tits who are blonde so so Kaylee Gunner
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11:08 man who's your fantasy Crush trying to think I feel like full-on you want to um collaborate with them yeah oh my God they're like they're quite they're quite like I'm obsessed with Riley Reed I'm like obsessed with her but like I also wouldn't want to collab with her husband and I don't know if she just does like girl girl like she does a lot of threesomes and stuff um I'd love to hook up with Tana Mojo because I heard she's a giver um hello I love her I love her she jokes a lot about not showering but I would still Bang uh trying to think I don't really have a lot of male celebrity crashes I feel like the closest thing would be like Pete Davidson or Tyler the Creator but I still couldn't see myself actually hooking up with them what do girls like about Pete dinner they're
11:58 ugly hot he's also like what do you call it like um he is so thoughtful and like the way he approaches dating women like he actually sees him as people he's like why wouldn't I go above and beyond for a woman kind of thing like he's actually like a really great guy to be in a relationship with but um I think he's talked openly I think he has BPD or like he's on meds for like something but he kind of takes on the personality of the girl he's dating and gets so wrapped up in them that he forgets about like other people and but he's a good guy how come he's like the Reba he's like the rebound guy he's not his main guy he's the guy that they break up and then I need somebody to make me feel beautiful because he'll treat them the way that their main guy didn't oh that's always a good thing so
12:48 he's the mistress basically yeah but he's good he's the fixer he's the fixer yeah yeah but I still wouldn't date him just because I've seen these patterns and like he'll fall out over heels and then find someone new and it's like I you know I think there's some healing that needs to be done the process but fishing yeah David there should be courses I like Tyler the Creator he's ████ cool I love love Tyler I like how on is amazing yeah it's hilarious it's the first celebrity crush but I also don't he he I feel like he'd say mean things to me and make me cry but it's like he's funny oh genius yo did you see that interview he had in Paris and then the the fashion guy was like he was just trying to ask him questions like uh so how do you like uh Paris he goes I ████ hate it it smells like ████ everyone's mean like I
13:38 hate Paris he goes what is the best attraction when you're because you know like he memorized these questions yeah and so he has to do them right and the whole time he goes I ████ told you I hate France next question is like so what do you love friends no but Tyler's ████ funny he was my first ever celeb crush and like tall and skinny man and you probably could have run into him multiple times being in Hollywood too I could have always around yeah but also like what I was obsessed with him when I was under age you know who was hitting me up when I was 16 was riffraff whoa whoa weird but did he know you were underage I don't think so you just had an Instagram huh you just had Instagram yeah but I mean I was obviously at high school parties like he could have used any deductive reasoning to figure out that I I was in fact I can't be assuming people use deductive reasoning out here not in these streets
14:29 or he used deductive reasoning to figure out you were underage assumed that they use deductive reason to figure out you're underage how many letterman jackets are on the background perfect what college are you from a selfie in homeroom huh yeah desks desks that's the seductive reason you'll be crazy it's all these like big girls on Instagram are like I have this guy in my DMs I have this guy the biggest guy I've had in my DMs was Sean Kingston and I'm like what is about my Instagram that I don't care we all know Sean okay that's a great song but I guess it depends on which era Sean Kingston yeah which era Sean Kingston well it was this was last year NFL
15:25 players NBA players I'm like do I need to like sex up my Instagram more but then if you sex it up then you get deleted so so I'm like what do I need to do I need more fillers let me know guys I'll get more are these guys's um techniques of flirting that's what I'm curious about how do they approach how do they DM should I pull it up he just did he just go you make me suicidal oh that's great I only have half but okay this might not pull up just because um you no one knows the ████ Wi-Fi yeah blame these two guys yeah welcome to JK not what my own Wi-Fi was because I haven't signed in in like the last eight years that's the guy that doesn't work for us anymore he's only want to know that's true okay you put this face hit it in LA you we could record next
16:17 week but I'm done but I want to see you today then I said as a platonic friend he said LOL we'll have fun and then I think I just blocked him because I was like oh now he is suicidal the podcast well no he like it was just weird like we'll have fun like no do you think maybe because you have a podcast that some celebrities might feel like oh she might talk to people about me hitting her up I would you mean like this exact moment right maybe that's why they're like oh I don't know yeah I love the part as a platonic friend that's a platonic friend that's safe you know what I mean yeah that is your Technique right friend zone hard as ████ yeah technique hey Sean you should have just kept pushing for another three months yeah dude yeah you're almost there dude no he just I don't think I would have like vibed with this music a lot like like she's a dubstep Yeah
17:08 [Music] what am I required like I have dated enough guys who don't want to do dubstep shows with me they need to want to go to a DubStep show with me maybe they're trying to save you from head banging yeah oh yeah yeah save her it sounds like you need a high energy dude yeah the folk song chill kind of guy won't go no too many Jack Johnson's yeah I could they ████ too slow yeah yeah bpms RPMs well yeah BPM ████ me to 140 BPS that makes me horny like there are certain drops where I can feel my panties get wet and I'm like I need a guy to be there to do something crazy frog Crazy Frog John Mayer don't you meet guys at these shows that you think might be it's crazy the hottest
17:58 girls like dubstep the ugliest guys like dubstep and then the hottest great combinations but I don't think as many hot girls like house hot girls like dubstep is there ways you guys can combine and intermesh I would hope so not just Skrillex yeah yeah he's like a hot girl that does dubstep half shaved head that's him I don't know if he still has that you should bring it back a decade no no he yeah when was the first time you made serious cash on only fans and said what the ████ or did you strategy second month second month I think my second or third month the only fans I think I made 70k and then my third or fourth month was like 107 and like oh my God it was just and um were you just doing it
18:48 strictly off Instagram like um [Laughter] [Music] yeah I have quite a few but um it was just crazy because it was actually my podcast that took me off on only fans only fans themselves reached out to me and were like we love your podcast we'll blow you up if you put it on our platform and then that's how because my first month I think oh I mean this is still a lot of money I think I made like 11k in a week or something my first week ever and then uh and then November I only had it for a week before October ended and that was 11k and then November was like I don't know maybe like 13 14 which for me that was I was like oh what the ████ I made 11k in a week and now I only made like 13k in a month and then all of a sudden in December I'm like how did I just make seventy thousand dollars Christmas yeah good ████ dude did you go into this knowing the kind of numbers or
19:39 did you get surprised by it like what the heck um like smaller Instagram I can make more of my Instagrams bigger right and then I did I made a lot oh so you kind of had an idea yeah I I was like I quit my job my Logistics job after 24 hours and only fans making one I made a whole month salary I was like yeah ████ you guys I'm out and then they shout out logistics for you yeah they gave me like one one month you made a whole Year's worth of salary 24 hours 24 hours I made a whole month salary wow my old job actually less than 24 hours so then I walked over to my bosses it was like a Sunday I walked over to my bosses apartment I was like I'm out and it's crazy because every single person at that job unfollowed me I know they
20:29 called me a ████ I know the ████ that they say but I'm like you could only dream of making the money I have um it's crazy here I mean like it just sucks that they're so judgmental but I also like they said a lot of stuff like they would fat shame people they would like talk about how ugly fat girls are and like I'm like what about being a kind person like girls don't find it hot for you to like make fun of people but so kind of lessons the blow that they just said ████ about everyone they were just jealous that people had confidence unhappy generally yeah yeah but fat girls typically are ugly I'm just kidding you could like be my face drop like foreign
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