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Careful Boyz React to "Out The Closet"

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0:00 these aren't just like stories and happenings that are arbitrary and like fun to hear they're like randomly tied and consistent with anybody's possible life existence if you just like pay attention in hindsight you know and it's cool to just see that happen to everybody in their own [Music] way okay so we're we're doing a wrapup episode right now JK out the closet a series incubated by bwan and perfectly executed by the boys really truly the ideas guy was shown to be right so that's that's what matters the thing that I was worried about but also not to worried because we've been good boys when we had like really special guests T shout out and like we let them speak and we really let to get the story out and I know when we need to get vulnerable and have like a a nice through line

0:50 narrative we're able to get there but I also know how much we love like pressing that nuke button on each other you're gay yeah let's talk about when those nuk n buttons were so present but they were still on topic though I slept with my mom I was 1T insane insane and it was like the early it was like first thing in the day I think he's told us that before and we we we got to play but I forgot yeah you know that it was that it was that long so to me that was important because I the whole tone of this series is about letting it all out really relating to the fans cuz I know a lot of the fans are like they hear Snippets of certain stories that only relate to like an article or OT were talking about but they want to hear the full context and I didn't want to have that be interrupted when you suggested this I was thinking man what other stories do we have cuz we

1:40 told all these stories before but the way that it was done where all of us had five episodes back to back was a nightmare we got to go deeper we got to go deeper and deeper and more specific without being derailed and then it was new content even though it was the same story now we got to go layers deeper that we would have never been before honestly there was points where I was telling my ████ stories where I was looking around and I was like will some of you guys like derail me can you ████ say something you know what I'm hella proud of you because first off I've never seen that side of Nick no yeah he was really launching uh that was that was beautiful you were able to Captivate Us in a way that you never ever ████ done you're like a you're like a Toast Master

2:30 he never opens up that was awful and was like Nick's a great Storyteller and I'm like I would have never known cuz this dud Dodges every bullet like Matrix if you let if you let if you let him talk about his schedule for 7 minutes this guy will ████ blow him can I can I tell you something like in general my one of my biggest fears anytime I leave a social situation or I'm with Tiff or afterwards like we hang out with some friends I'm always like was I talking too much and even on here I'm always like I'm going to keep it brief dude I'm going to keep my comments short and that's it so having to do that was a was was a stretch I actually feel like we could have been it could have been like whatever one of the topics we had we could have done like two episodes per topic we could have yeah Nick honestly you were captivating oh thank you thank you I think it's because I haven't said any of those stories so I'm like the I haven't been in the room as much as you guys so you know it is a little bit the

3:21 only thing is to the fans apologies for the dumpster truck that went on for like 8 hours during the most dramatic moment during Barts there was a ████ buzz saww going off and I was like for the first time ever there's a new tool next door no Nick is telling us about like his wife's difficulties medically and like like about 6,000 lb of rebar is getting dumped off and a ████ semi- truck's backing up these Mexican cats are like and it's like okay yeah gu bro you know what's crazy it was like I didn't even ████ hear none of it cuz I was like don't ████ cry you little that's that's how you about to cry and I was about to laugh so hard we call him a ████ we were going to call you a ████ I shaking up like this dude I wasn't going to cry take that ████ back Joe cry Joe CED yeah no there was no tears there was no tears he got water there

4:12 was moisture H that was me crying you C I saw it the question is how are we going to Top This boys we can't top it we just go back to our silly our silly little I think we quit dude there there are a lot of depths of stories that would have never been shared because like we would have like derailed ████ we would have never it's not even just like we wouldn't have gone that deep there are certain things that like even myself I would have never brought up out of context because you can't share something like a piece of information for like maximum 2 minutes that's so true no and dude I so last night Nikki calls me and stuff and I was like man I didn't know Anthony made a chicken in abortion like that was crazy Steve take that back man take that back you're ████ the video we film that today we film that today Steve I want you to publicly

5:05 apologize you cried for a month straight every night and I didn't mention ████ I don't know what you're talking about his face I don't know what the ████ you're talking about dude by the way by the way even Bart too I was like cuz when Bart was going into his story stuff like title wise I was like I think I've heard all this but no like you guys were saying like the depth of it it was so much more enriching to hear everything you know what I mean like not it wasn't Greatest Hits cuz sometimes you know in this room I think we all have to do Greatest Hits to like I got to hit the points cuz the boys are coming in and they're going to get you know they're going to get me so you just I hit the points and we're moving on but like I actually think it was really enriching to to like be able to go deeper yeah cuz we don't know why I think it touches on a different reason

5:55 for what the story means to you cuz we've heard about ████ that happened but we don't know what it meant to you and what cuz cuz what BART said is how have these things changed your life it's not just like did this happen or not right you know and also like the questions that everyone asks is now more from uh like CU curious quisitive yeah instead of I'm setting you up to ████ right think Steve you think Steve has a genuine question and you're like actually and then he's like oh ████ I got got ████ you were setting me up this whole time but it was cool to hear everyone's stories in almost somewhat chronological order and it brings so much more context to like how I see each of you guys as individuals and you're like oh cool like I get to hear this whole giant backstory and it's

6:45 like oh wow that to makes total sense of like who you are today yeah how dude you got me dude you got me good dude you got so I cried on your ████ man but I think like yours is I was all choke it up right it's happening now that's ████ rough about but that's what I mean like and and a lot of times when it I I think that Nick's about the crow but I think it's just actually a nasal passage thing the deviated but yesterday the tape see this close to him I could see his hands ████ yeah bro there was moments where I put my hand up and I was like what the ████ especially when you talk about your neighbor yeah dude yeah bro that that was that ████ that ████ crushed me though seeing you like I was like dude Nick is like vulnerable as absolute mother ████ right now so it was sick but you know what it's different when you're like when you're recollecting like when you're thinking about old stories from

7:35 like years ago how much more clear and like you know hindsight's 2020 but when you're talking about stories that are like kind of recent it's it's it's kind of harder to pull yourself out you know and I didn't realize that until I was telling these stories and I was like ████ like these last two videos are way harder than the first three first three yeah was a lot easier but the last two I was like oh yeah I actually haven't really sat down and thought about this as much as I would like to but I don't know if you guys are the same way but like when I'm in the fight like what Nick's going through or whatever I don't talk about it like that like I just try to most I think most there's no excuse to and then CU you're still processing or you have I'm trying to solve it oh but also yeah you're you're trying to survive trying to survive you're trying to keep your head above water and then the best thing to do is ████ laugh about it just joke about

8:25 it except for certain people in the comments who can't handle that yeah and then later you process it when things are actually solved and then you go right yeah yeah yeah that's true that's true maybe it's a it's a it's a guy thing or or the way that we're wired but I feel like if someone were to therapize me and go let me let's talk about it now it actually would ████ me up you want to square up on them yeah well cuz I feel like it would put me into a spiral of depression cuz like I feel helpless I don't know what to do and I'm it makes it too real you got to push to the back of your brain a little no it's like yo let me just deal with it I got to fight it and when I'm done then I can breathe yeah cuz it's a lot more cathartic afterward what was the hardest video For You Joe what do you mean the hardest like thing to talk about for you today out of the five topics I think

9:16 um start just doing it like I was getting ████ like like my heart was thumping everything cuz I I ████ up Bart's uh instructions and I thought it was the hey me too Joe hey me too dog this guy was literally sitting here rewriting ████ as the next video is being shot real hey what' you get for number one bro this guy sent when he first sent the email The Prompt of like give me your five life events I was like what the ████ dude I was like I don't got none of I was like I don't want to talk about none of this ████ and then while we're in Cleveland and we're coming back over here I'm telling T I was like babe I don't want to go to JK this week I might try to find any way to ████ get out of this like I might call him say and then the night before the next Thursday night I'm ████ reading

10:06 Bart's prompt cuz he's like hey can you be more specific on some of these things and I was like more specific what the ████ is this and I was like at 12:30 a.m. just typing this all out and I was like damn but it was helpful to kind of put it on a piece of paper be like okay I can tell the story a little better cuz I read it as a was a nightmare your five most recent things yeah so I thought oh in the past couple of years I was stretching dude I was trying to find things make it like inspirational and ████ and then when I was hearing everyone else's stories I was like oh no we got to go deep so I was like oh ████ like I'm going to talk about ████ I don't want to talk about you know good yeah were you when you were doing that earlier were you like copying off of people or whatever were you like you're like oh yeah yeah the time I forced a chick to get an abortion oh

10:56 wait no that's not a that needs to get farther than this moment you're branding you're branding it too hard now that's the end of it that's the end honestly I tagged it twice if you respect my wife you would stop uh I do I do easy Mo easy Mo we did shoot a whole video that we're not going to upload how about that we did that was funny we should talk about that one that was fun I think um Bart's prompt was I knew what he wanted which is like he wanted the realness out of all of us yeah and I was like like it's not going to get any realer than this let me explore ████ I never did before so it's the most authentic version of I'm not performing yes cuz a lot of the times I think when we prep for something we perform cuz I'm like oh

11:46 I'm going to have an inspirational story for everybody here yeah and then I'm going to talk about like how I overcame when I got fired from this job so it's like it's it's tough enough but it's not really like I'm I'm ████ up and this is the reasons why and I don't know how if I'm Healed from that but this is what's happening so I think that is kind of the approach I wanted to have especially inspired by you Nick cuz I was like I thought Nick was going to do some like oh they made fun of me when I played tennis me too though honestly but I changed my you know I changed my homework because of Nick when I was reading all my ████ I was like dude this sucks in my head I was like this is going to be awful but uh I don't know I was trying to be honest same thing because of Nick I was like willing to go somewhere because I would have never shared some actual serious ████ like I did because Steve's in the room like

12:37 he's literally he's literally the reason why I will never ████ air out drama and stuff and real thoughts because he doesn't allow this space to be safe for one minute by the way that was the ballsiest video I think anyone did was Anthony's video I'm not kidding well I I actually well yours obviously was beautiful in a different way but no I actually legit intimately think that what you shared was ballsy as ████ and you did it beautifully and you actually stuck up for women I think in a way like putting yourself in the background and actually like sticking up for the for the stereotypical woman argument of like hey man like like she wants to do this it's not about me I thought that was like the most mature ████ video that we did and it's probably a common problem but no one talks about it

13:28 cuz it's so touchy so the that you're able to about it I think it'sing up and talking about and not once were you on our side when we said that ████ is lying that ████ is lying run away that was funny but no honest to God yeah seriously I mean you know it's always satirically fun to do the other thing but but genuinely that was ballsy as Fu absolutely it's kind of cool like I feel like I know you guys but then after this it's it's like wow I didn't know you guys like that and like I think like with with Ryan like Ryan's a legend in many ways I know you perform with lmfa I know but like like you said earlier the motive of why and I think that was I didn't know that you you had low self-esteem and I I had yeah for

14:18 real I I I I thought you were this guy that like I'm going to try this and you know you're the epitome of confidence to me so that's that's why I see you the context helps cuz usually it's like oh a ████ cat fell out from a tree oh that reminds me that one time I was performing with lmf f so it's like throw away yeah so it throws away so it kind of it's not tied together he's a Swiss army knife he's like yeah and then I was working with this guy too and he's like a famous guy and it's like what the ████ and there's something Fantastical to the momentum of hearing it all in one go because like I know everything but then you have to in the best way when you have to listen to all of it I was like this ████ Legend it was incredible it is really cool to hear how one of these stories led to the next

15:08 with everybody and I felt I was there with you like you know we talking about like all the girls going into one classroom I felt like I was at my first college going where are all these chicks and like what a not payoff that was I thought you were in a crush dude I didn't think you were going to do jazz dance I was like this is about to tell us a story about how he annihilated ████ you tell when I got addicted to the studies but that's it's kind of like Joe's it's like Joe's thing of like it got you in the class and then you wanted to do the class you know it's that thing of like it's so easy to tell other guys like look at how like I didn't sleep with a single one of these girls or become romantically involved in any of them because I respected what we were doing more and that's like that says a lot about you falling in love with a

15:58 thing like damn it's it's sick that there is this like when hearing everything in sequence there such a consistent like thread that all of us experienced and it's like as cheesy as it is like all of us we went through whatever we went through but then life kind of just happened like for us you know what I mean a lot of things that we fell into that became a sense of our true identity were things that like were a result of us ████ up we're doing the wrong things we finding us in finding ourselves in a new position or not having self-esteem and then putting ourselves in a certain situation or like losing confidence and then suddenly finding it because like a mentor like showed up and did something right by us and actually took confidence you know yeah and it's like it's crazy because again as Steve would say to the kids out there like these aren't just like stories and happenings that are arbitrary and like fun to hear they're

16:50 like randomly tied and consistent with anybody's possible life existence if you just like pay attention in hindsight you know and it's ████ cool to just see that happen to everybody in their own way I love you boys seriously thank you for this thanks Bart we're glad I'm really glad we did this I was initially reluctant but I'm really glad we did this there's no gun next to us that he's really saying it like yeah thank I'm so not excited for when Bart ask us to do our five worst moments in life but that kind of goes to show like your best moments are overcoming your worst moments like what changes that's true it's you can't avoid like you know how Bruce Le goes like don't don't pray for Easy Life pray for a strength to deal with the hard one right so like in

17:40 all of your guys' stories I was like this is why you're my friend this is why I respect you this is why I like you in my circle is cuz um cuz I slept with my mom to hey hey don't make fun of that guys come on I heard Bruce Lee got his ass beat probably pretty hard by a stunt guy but but he got thrown into a car I think 87 chel but I think I think like from the stunt guy there's a common theme amongst everybody here that i' like truly respect about like all you guys is like you're in a situation where you're afraid or you you feel like you're ████ and it doesn't but you still fight on and I think yeah nobody will quit nobody will quit ever and it like like I didn't know that Nick came in as a sorry fighter I thought he was a Phenom I didn't know he was a little dude he corrected me he's like I'm not a

18:31 professional fighter I was like oh but then like his story is yeah and then like I didn't know you felt like a loser Anthony like I thought everybody just started off as like this is my talent this is I thought he was born sexually active Same Same by the way credit to Ryan for that line great line sexually active was his line yeah that's way better than sex the Chiron on the on the ████ JK Tha Market he he edited that video ████ it's better grammar overall you know what you know you know what's a good next vid after telling all these stories what five demons have you unlocked oh jeez oh my godz but yeah thank you guys for watching um and if you have any questions with any of our series cuz you know sometimes we skip over some of the things that um could be important or

19:23 other people want to know more about let us know in the comments below what questions you have in any of our series and we will continue the series thank you guys so much thank you and we're finally out the closet you know hey it feels good it feels good

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