0:00 thank you [Music] welcome back to care for boys and we are very careful boys and today we're talking about how we all doing a little chicken hey check-in time checking time and we're going to start unfortunately with Nick Dunn get it out of the way huh next nine minutes we have to break his wall down for a while it's good these days what are you doing you mean like just what I'm doing right now are like doing it I'm just sitting I'm just sitting with the with the boys and Colleen you know we're three quarters of the way through of 2023 has the year been good for you wow have you been have you been you didn't end the year with the bang did you do everything you wanted to do this year yeah I think it's going along a lot better than I thought it was going to be honestly yeah
0:51 um I feel like uh work wise it's been really good we're we're Trucking along on the goals that I kind of set for myself so that's pretty cool what are some of the goals just monetarily oh just just hitting things that you want to hit and building the online side and the in-person stuff so that's cool it's fun the gym is making money awesome the students are great like it's it's overall work wise is great um the puppies you know my kids they're a little pain in the ass a little bit that's been a little tougher than I thought it was gonna be but it's okay um and then yeah dude everything's good everything I can't really read some books I just feel like uh yeah for sure I feel like it's good I feel like it's truck I have nothing to complain about right now so this year is way better than last year so far but yeah for sure less stressful but also yeah less stressful what was stressful
1:41 before last year just work ████ you know just trying to bounce back trying to figure out like what the ████ is gonna happen you know after Kobe I'll teach you how to tell a good story you set it up with how ████ s█████ your life was last year and what all the ████ things pissed you off and how you overcame it this year because that is the truth I didn't admit I need to build it but last year like even it was a little scary it wasn't even that bad like I I I just feel like I'm real lucky dude I don't know I just feel like it's things are Trucking along bro yeah sometimes jealous why is he got everything this guy I don't know he's got the looks Joe looks like he was he's like the villain in your life and he's he's he hasn't succeeded at defeating he's super mad man he's already chipping away I'm gonna ask you numerically what were your goals
2:31 were and then where where how did you surpass it by how much he's like I was only making 10 grand yeah yeah that's all I want to make a hundred numerically what were the goals that you said and then what did you end up what did you end up with do you should I say that yeah is it okay to say yeah no I don't want to talk about it wow we came really close ████ close to the truthful I see why Joe wants to destroy it yeah you should want to destroy me do you guys talk about that ████ openly yeah like how much money Joe has a video dedicated how much you lost no ████ them clearly how much money slipped through my fingers and yeah that ain't even the ████ different right how much money you're making a month you're not bragging yeah if you don't feel comfortable you don't
3:23 feel comfortable yeah honestly I don't want to talk about 28 000 into a ████ million dollars twice let's go baby suck my dick and if you want to talk ████ you have to admit that I turned twenty eight thousand dollars in a million dollars first before I lost it yeah baby let's go how are you feeling emotionally this year I don't want to talk about that um emotionally you know I've been thinking about a lot recently I feel like a piece of ████ son I feel all real yeah I feel like that me too which one to your dad or to your mom uh prior to my mom just because I feel like I can spend more time with her but sometimes like she annoying no it's not that she's annoying it's just like I always feel like there's just so much stuff to do you know what I mean where I just feel like ████ like oh I I kind of I procrastinate on that like I don't I
4:14 feel like I don't make enough that's when you think of things to do when you can visit your mom right that you go oh actually I could go do this well you know what I what I've noticed I think there's most people have two lists in their brain yeah one's a logical physical list right like what I need to do my career whatever but there's and but there's actually one free list that's like social psychological relationship based but because that doesn't have like a certain guaranteed Roi you think it's not that important yeah but then there are times where you go dude if I just call my mom like once a week that would make her the happiest woman like it's like it's and it's free right and it's like it can and it can add so much more value to your life but I think we're so focused on the physical logical list that we try to like bang out all the time I think that's true
5:05 like so no I try to get my mom to come in the gym at least once a week where I train her yeah wow because I'm trying to get her to like you know get more fit that's awesome she was like Austria osteoporosis so she gotta lift weights exactly right so I try to do that stuff for her at least once a week does that mean that the bones are weak yeah you're getting like literally brutal bones yes but usually in her hip it's dangerous yeah so it's like you gotta put put her on that bear like ████ you know what I'm saying um but yeah so that's been good but I feel like I need to do this to spend more time outside of like the hour that I have with her but you do that though I try so yeah I try to do these once a week and then even my sister too I don't spend enough time with my sister I don't think and I feel like a ████ back brother for that you are but thank you for opening up yeah of course a piece of ████ absent family member I do feel like a piece of ████ total
5:55 shipping um I have a lot going on actually right now that's not that's awesome I mean in different aspects oh it was a bad one there's there's mixtures um work is decently busy right now which is good yeah that really helps you know the car financing situation yeah ████ um yes I was a mix of car getting stolen um Joe lending me his car for a month and a half which nobody else probably doesn't we all know I have many trucks that's awesome just so unnecessary but so generous so helpful it kind of creepily helpful not ulterior motives
6:45 now that I think about it well some some would call that a toxic box a classic Boxing class actually yeah work um I I am a quite toxic boss huh I heard that I've heard the ████ quite the opposite um so work works good um I feel like my friendships have developed more that's good which is good because my brother just recently moved out of L.A music yeah where do you move to he moved to uh live with my mom and help her oh yeah we're so you know it's a it's a big sacrifice in a way to um you know for his own life that is also extremely needed and you know I'm glad that they have each other and my mom needs help and
7:36 um just the industry is not working right now too like he's an actor he does his Dons he does all that so it's just it didn't make sense for him to stay especially with my mom needing help yeah he wouldn't be allowed to work anyway wonderful too because like I can't focus on what I need to be doing if I don't feel like she's being taken care of yeah so that's a big one you know like my rock is not here anymore um do you feel lonely or um in some ways yeah how many brothers do you have this one oh well technically two but just one okay just one um and then um just really been like focusing on Fitness that's been like my main thing that's very psychologically healthy yeah sure yeah that helps a lot um and I just want to get to like the
8:28 peak stage of my physical ability Marco Robbie I mean uh Gal Gadot yeah you want to be mid yeah um well I've always like dabbled in it right I've always like my brother was a bodybuilder um and you know I kind of dabbled in it with him I did boxing um you know I worked out with him a ton I trained with Hamilton um and I always kind of like was on the cusp of like maybe maybe I want to go into this maybe I don't um and then I'm just like you know what I just turned 31. so I was like I just never thank you July 30th oh ████ happy birthday happy birthday my brothers was his first so happy birthday to him too all right worthy
9:19 Lance ████ your parents had you guys a month apart yeah my mom a year and a day apart yeah that was a really damn that was fast all three trimesters in just dude Lionheart and your Leo that you're a nightmare I bet yeah you're a nightmare yeah it's very intimidating um what was I talking about Fitness yeah um yeah I just want to like challenge myself mentally and physically to a stage that I feel like I always was on the cusp of doing it um and then I just recently kind of got into a little bit of an injury so oh there's that too so but we don't think she's that it's a little overuses we're gonna be okay it's not part of it that's nothing yeah and then also debating if I want to stay in LA
10:09 still that's still been the conversation for her where would it go I maybe know a little bit about this I don't know if I would be happy in Las Vegas guys I feel like Las Vegas is like for people who have like partners and families and like you know it's it's like not there yet I'm not there yet oh that's right I feel like to be that single lady I need to find like another I don't even know if it's a city but it needs to be somewhere where I can double double my workload as far as like film yeah Georgia but then I also like here's the thing like things happen so frequently and randomly when it comes to like jobs that you know if I need to make a quick like five six thousand dollars off of a random job that is booked in LA and I'm in Nashville or something it's very hard to do that so
11:01 I'm kind of stuck here so it is easier to be in Nevada well that's [Music] so they charge you 70 bucks for a ████ bag yeah oh now your tickets 200 bucks so yeah I don't know a lot of things to figure out well done keep going yeah What's your deal dude uh I woke up the other day thinking you know what this is probably the happiest I've been and that's awesome yeah because the yes thank you guys yeah because I don't know if you remember but I I was telling you this like a couple
11:51 years ago where I was like you know what's crazy is we would just say and speak this into the air like wouldn't it be great if our life was like this and then every single time we've executed every single idea that we've had about like what if YouTube was a full-time job or what if this was that right and then so I feel like at that point my mind started to believe that anything that I just wished would work and so something happened along the way where everything was just normal like everything just you you lose kind of gratitude and you're just in the mix it normalizes yeah and then like we um I think I was going through this weird I don't know if depression is the right
12:41 word but it was a losing a sense of self where I saw that with you yeah I knew all my goals I knew what I wanted at one point and then I got to a point where you know I wasn't in the best relationship and and and it was it was a very tough time even with my career my choices I was like oh this is not actually I'm not like doing things and living how I want to live and then so you're living a drained life I was tired I was like yeah there was all kinds of issues and then rebuilding and sorting it out like how did it get here and like what happened along the way where I lost focus and what do I care about now like what you know so there was a lot of that and then covet during covet I was like yeah uh maybe I
13:33 just want to retire maybe I'm burnt out maybe I did too much right and then so that's when the whole year we just played like me and my buddies just snowboarded as much as we wanted to we did all kinds of ████ and then I realized like living a life of just pleasure is pretty boring after month too where like you can swim all you want and play all you want but then like there's something else that you need to produce or create or give or earn or something right and also I wanted like maybe you know to build a group or whatever it was in my head is like oh I had a great time with my JK crew maybe that's what I needed and then later I think just looking back I didn't know that my head was like was saying like you're ready for a stage in life to go
14:24 to the next part which is family building being an adult doing this it's not about like making a mark creating content but it's really about like how do you build a community and and those are the things I think that I was searching for which I I woke up one day and going like oh ████ this is what I was planning subconsciously and I executed because me and David were talking about this like three years ago like hey wouldn't it be cool if we had a business and why we just lived here and I'm like yeah that would be awesome let's do it and then infested it almost yeah and then I I mean like it's it's something where like I'm working toward it and in the process I'm like yo this is ████ annoying this is hard this is crazy I'm I might lose a lot of money people have no idea what you went through yeah yeah I mean I I even got to the point where like I was losing 5K a month I only had
15:17 like 10 20 grand in my account I was pulling loans I was you know I was at a really like it's like my net worth on paper might look like hey you got this and I can get loans but like in my actual account and how much was coming in every month was like oh ████ we gotta get we got to get this going I don't know what the ████ is gonna happen in three months and I calculated I got four ████ months until I'm wiped out and I gotta start selling my rings my guns my my everything and then I'm like yeah it was a ████ weird time and then so now I'm act like this month I'm breaking even so then so then I think like waking up to that and then even in Hawaii I wasn't living the dream I was like building a business right and it's like a self-inflicted torture that I did but then I in that process I lost the whole
16:09 overall goal which was I imagined myself waking up swimming coming into work I have these lovely employees that I I'm just like you guys are ████ awesome we're growing together I'm learning with them that was the imagination it wasn't playing out like that and just the other week it played exactly like that nice I've met up with my buddy brownie five in the morning we were ████ surfing nice and I'm like let's go after that I I get on a ████ Zoom business meeting in the parking lot at the beach last time and I'm talking to these business suits like yo I'm at the beach and then after that and the suit's here this is my dream great dude wow great what are you saying ████ this guy wearing a wetsuit cover the microphone the windscreen for the ████ thing and I'm there like you
17:01 know I come home and like you know it's it's ████ it's it's I had like Hannah's there she's like cooked me something and then like I'm just like how this is ████ dope I uh this is what I wanted and two years later it panned out and then it was like and then I was thinking you know I probably wouldn't appreciated this without the torture that's true that's very real because I was thinking about I was talking about this Dad I was like she's like I think it was meant for you to lose that money and I'm like why and then she goes well you probably would have solved this problem of like like with jumbee and all that you wouldn't just throw money at the situation you hired a manager done it and it just would have been like watching passive and then she's like you wouldn't have learned all the business skills that you did through this yeah
17:52 and appreciate it that's true and we also bonded as a family there like like so many things happened from that you know like just a wise lady yeah our relationship got stronger my nephews became men you know that's cool like because they moved in with me yeah they you know they never worked ever they're not lazy but the experience that we got to share together I saw them from timid quiet boys to now like confident guys giving instructions to people and guiding and mentoring and I was like that is ████ sick yeah but yeah I feel great today's video is brought to you by Warby Parker have you ever looked online and went shopping and said man look at all these cool sunglasses but you know what
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19:33 try Warby Parker's free home try on program order five pairs of glasses to try on at home for free like Joe was talking about there's no obligation to buy ships free and even includes a free prepaid shipping label try five pairs of glasses at home for free at warbyparker.com off the Record um I think for me I don't know if I have one thing that I that I know is different and is a very good thing is that like this is probably the most like secure that I've ever felt in my own like internally like about myself because like I spent so many years just being closet insecure about a lot of ████ and um or I felt like kind of like I was I always thought I was emotionally fragile because I things would just
20:23 affect me like in an unhealthy degree and I think now which is like something is it like when you go home it affects you because it feels like nothing affects you like when we're like around yeah is it like at home you go home and you're like oh yeah that kind of hit me things come in I think just like I mean not since I've been here but like growing up in like my teen years and in my early 20s my even my early 30s like I was very like um I would just think too much like I would just internalize a lot of ████ and if I felt offended they people would be like ah nothing ████ offends this guy but then I would be wrestling with it like mentally yeah and I would eventually get to the right place but I would have to take a ████ trip yeah um and I think like that hurt a lot of my like romantic relationships because I just ████ make more problems in my head um but slowly like over time like I kind
21:15 of even in the beginning of my relationship with smack I was still kind of like that and it would be a harder time to arrive at the productive conclusion like if something she said I felt like what the ████ was the meaning behind that you know just unnecessary ████ but I think like now it's the most I've stopped and realized like oh I don't even if I didn't have this problem in the past couple years I think now I've realized it's been gone and it didn't hit me until this year wow that's cool it didn't hit me that I was authentically fine instead of having a trying to be fine like instead of like going through the motion and like even though it's it's a good result to go okay no it doesn't bug me but like now it happens automatically that I'm like okay with ████ is there like a specific moment that you just had that realizing I think it's just like late ass maturity or something I don't know what it is I
22:05 think I just are you just so used to these habits that you have you're like an old naked man at the gym who doesn't go ████ you got bad that's cool man and you know what it also is it's like getting older it's pretty ████ hard like especially um one of my things was like I was afraid of uh you know that like whole Asian thing where you look so young for so many years and then you turn into a turtle exactly you turn into a turtle and I'm like is this the turtle year like is this something's gonna happen you know oh my God and then um and then I I just started to just not give a ████ anymore I'm just like I think it's fine if the turtle comes the turtle yeah and I like I like how things have turned out I'm glad I didn't you know Botox myself to a ████ another person yeah right
22:55 I'm fine with it yeah you look great thanks man but I think um on the on the negative side of things uh kind of the same thing as you like I feel like a piece of ████ son too hey what's up but it's in the way that like you know clock's always ticking yeah and you would think Common Sense wise as your parents get older then you're gonna be there more and I definitely am there less and my parents live 20 minutes away from me for some ████ reason I can't do it there's just so much trauma though it's hard it's weird it's like you just and like I was saying like you find like that's the time that I get responsible about life if I know I have time to visit my parents and I go oh but I can't I have to go do this like I should go be productive and it's like no you ████ you could have just went over there and like given a few hours but but also they have to set up an environment where they like you want to ████ see them all that's very true yeah I think and to be
23:45 fair they have like they're so ████ cool today and they're and they're great but again it's just the old habits it's like it takes a lot of ████ time Joe his dad's like hey we should like be more open and ████ randomly clown on his ass yeah yeah that was that was freaking 30 years ago that's true yeah people don't forget I think that's the part that they're holding on to the Past obviously and that's informing the now and it's just not in yeah it's not in the reflex yet to uh to take on the responsibility and act on it I think this year's the year for that of like I mean you may not have next year to do it you know so it's like I heard that kids do bring families together though like because now there's a reason for the family to me still have the cabinet yeah have a kid don't do it already I mom if she wanted me to have a kid if I
24:36 if she felt like it was something that was taking too long and she was like oh just get married that's okay I was like you're sweet not at the Whitlock I don't think they don't put a pressure on me to do that but I think it really is if there's one thing that I would like to work on diligently it's just shut the ████ up and go see them thank you yeah I mean they live in freaking Downy man it's so close yeah I relate to that heavy because when my dad passed away I thought I was doing like him Proud by always working and always focusing on being productive yeah and when he passed away I was like damn like there's no time like the present in fact that's true yeah even when I am there I'm like not there you know what I mean
25:28 like I'm in the house I'm face to face with my mom we're just physically there but you're right and I'm just like we're both kind of like so what do you want to talk about it's like I don't think adult me ever developed the correct like rapport with them so but then I think now is the time to just who gives a ████ like it doesn't matter what you have with them you have the time and there's barely any left yes what do you got um I feel like this year has been going pretty good really really happy with this year so far last year was pretty tough because uh I think from a family standpoint so that's when attacker was dealing with like all his seizures and stuff and uh this year so far he's been 10 months seizure free wow
26:21 he's already been weaned off his first medication and then in two more months he'll be off his second medication and then it will just be on his own and see if everything is cool so that's really good and then that was kind of getting in the way of his school so like he was like uh he got kicked out of one school and then with my past I'm like ████ like there's just it you would think that like I got kicked out a bunch of schools because my parents were immigrants and they didn't have all the tools to give me the healthy upbringing that I need but I'm like but me and Geo don't really have that excuse like we're both Americans we speak the language like we know how the school system works so I would feel like a huge failure if my kid followed in my footsteps you know but he uh we found another school he is he did really really good and the one
27:11 thing that was really um that I'm really happy to have been able to pass on to him is I grew up with um ADHD so I know the way that I have to learn is is different and so in the most bro way how I like to explain it is um I think most people can learn like in three sets of ten so if you're like bench right it's like three sets of ten they can do all 10 reps what I realized is when you're on when you have 80d on rep three or somewhere else so you actually have to do 10 10 sets of three but at the end of the day both of you guys get your 30 reps in but you have to do it differently so most people they can go English time right and for a whole hour that never worked for me so with Taiko what we started doing is to help uh catch him up because he had to be out of school for like two or three months when he ended up getting kicked out before
28:01 the next semester started we have to brush them up on on work and it makes more sense to go like all right Tucker here's an hour we're going to work on English here's another Alice work on math but I'm like but that didn't work for me so what we did with him is the 10 sets of three so like just every new hour we're just gonna brush up on something for five minutes and then go play go go play I don't want to burn you out but then by the end of the day he'll still get his uh yeah and we started doing that so much every single day before breakfast just five minutes here 10 minutes there this motherfucker's in kindergarten he's doing second grade math now wow but he could like he could add like three digits over three digits you could do a multiplication you can read and I'm like oh ████ just by like us giving that five minutes and kind of like helping him learn the way that I wish I was taught because that's when I am able to because I understand how add Works he needs more
28:53 frequency and like less volume yeah than the regular person it's gonna be so sick for him when he has a job and he can only work for five minutes [Laughter] a 24 hour shift but I only work five minutes at a time he's somehow a really good employee I don't know he makes it worse what the ████ do you mean eight hour shift it just needs to work at Google and never leave yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm calling my Dad he just needs like a remote job at Oracle say how I learned yeah so that's going really really good um and then uh and the other thing that's going good is like what's pretty funny is um I've owned bartleberg for like 10 years and for the majority of it I think I've been
29:44 fat and I think I've always been my mind I've made it a female like oh I also do have comedy stuff so I don't have to be like fit or whatever so I feel like I gave myself a lot of like excuses and crutches and so last year was the first year I was like you know what ████ this ████ like I always feel like I'm like holding myself back because I I'm like hiding behind certain personality traits I'm like I should just go full in like if I just go full in Into Fitness so I ended up doing a marathon like two years ago and then last year I started losing weight and then I always told myself I would never do a bodybuilding show because um I just like I don't have a discipline to stick to diets or whatever and and all that stuff so yes I was already like kind of giving myself that like this is why I'll never do it this is why I'll fail or whatever you know and I was like that probably means the thing that I say
30:36 I'll never do I don't want to do is probably the thing I should be doing the most well to break out the limited beliefs yeah for real so that's why I went hardcore uh this year and I've actually dieted for like a whole year now and I went from like 20 almost 30 body fat almost down to like 10 now and I have a show in two weeks money say your money's a great so yeah I have a show in two weeks and I feel really good like this is the best shape I've ever been in my life and look phenomenal by the way thank you yeah yeah I think you're gonna be less than me and this is the first time in our friendship where he's gonna weigh less than me that's a big deal known Joe for like almost 20 years he
31:26 knew me when I was 130 pounds ████ and it's cool because um next year I turned 40. so I feel like I'm alley-ooping myself that's a massive alley-oop yeah I'm like okay cool I'm gonna enter my 40s in the best shape of my life even when I did martial arts before um because I've always been heavier set I was like I can never last more than like a round or two and then now my conditioning is actually like really good I feel super good I feel athletic and I feel like I'm like in a really good physical shape to be good dad good husband and all that stuff so like I feel like everything is going super good but like you guys the part that I feel like that's my invisible list that I need to work on is for sure my mom and I think there's a lot of trauma there so like I don't want to be a good son by obligation and like
32:18 going through the motions I want to feel it so I'm trying to uh work work on work on because I'm from the outside it might look like I'm a good sir oh he talks to his mom here in a little bit like that's like a physical shell you know but the inside it's like I'm ████ resisting the whole time yeah so I'm trying to get myself to a point where like we can have some healing and it feels like um my mom's really receptive and I think she wants the same so hopefully she could be less annoying or we could get there that's awesome even green dude what you got brother dude look I'll be honest it's I'm gonna be 38 this month at the end of the month and uh it's it's one of those things where you know I think if I told myself
33:08 when I was like 15 years old you're gonna be 38 you're not gonna have kids you're gonna be you're gonna love your wife more than anything but she won't she won't do anal I would say that's ████ no but because you're like all women will give me anal yeah of course they want to ████ in the butt that's all this that's what the porn says yeah but no I think for me design for it for me I think that you know gosh so many things have happened I think it all for me it all comes from my mission statement like I'm one of those people who's just driven by by one ████ thing and for me it's Revenge so your mission statement is one word that's it yeah that's it pretty simple look I turned 28 000 into a million dollars twice and then the ████ world came back and ████ me and you know what this next
33:58 run I'm gonna ████ it right back that's what it's all about all about police at least some wood today Nick got someone today who are you getting revenge on the ████ world the world well mostly no Juan the multinational the multinational the multinational conglomerates who ████ us yeah like probably Alameda research FTX these guys yeah they ████ Luna during the you know the d-peg incident and you know he's not even getting in trouble for it no he's not he's getting a ████ sweetheart deal from the justice department pieces of ████ hell yeah I can't wait to Wave My Flag but you know yeah but also you know Nikki has been pivoting from like being being tuber scum to like doing more poker stuff and so it's been
34:48 honestly so fun like just to just to like be in those circles it feels like early YouTube again like in a way that I haven't experienced in forever yeah um because we were both there early tuber stages and like when barely anyone was even doing tuber and everyone thought you were ████ dumb and tuber's coming back then yeah so I'll come full circle now I call him now I call him yeah but that's the point right it's like it's one of those things where I just think that you know I got hit hard I got caught one pants with my pants down if you will um but it's all about how you react to it it's all about how you respond and how you get up from it and that's what I'm in the middle of doing right now but it's a process so yeah it is pretty cool to see that transformation not even transformation but like that attitude of like yeah I got ████ over but wait to
35:40 see the next one it is pretty ████ cool to see it's fun dude but it's fun because especially because if you've been there before and I have you're like well I have the tools to do it again so it'll be fine but it just sucks to have to wait yeah like that's the patience game the patience game that's exactly why I did what I did because I don't have the patience you do to just wait for the the seasons to change for sure I gotta stay active I know I'll go ████ crazy but for me it's we're at the stage right now three months to make it yep and then the Bitcoin having is going to come and then s███'s gonna get ████ crazy again and then everyone's gonna be fomoing in but I'm already in the black because I've been dcing the whole ████ run and it's just about discipline not being stupid knowing why you bought what you bought and not ████ it up because you could ████ it all up right here so but then
36:30 God you guys are nailing it today my ma like I could be a better son for sure I've been saying that for years I think but I I always think it's good to want to be a better son anyway but my mom just lost her mom and so you know I think I could be a way better son that way um I've been kind of avoiding her on the phone but I kind of always do that but like it's just because it's such a bummer because she just lost her mind and my mom's a hoarder and she was like going through all her stuff and she's like sending us pictures of like random toys like I give a ████ she's like here's a Ninja Turtle with his hair burned off and I'm like I didn't even know these girls had hair that's like my mom she always sends me ████ she sends me pictures of a ████ vegetarian lunch I'm like I don't give a ████
37:21 you guys ever tell your mom's like the reason why I don't talk to you is you're not that entertaining that's a good ice cream well I did tell my mom yesterday or two days ago I was like our release should be better if we weren't so annoying what'd she say she says can you please teach me to not be annoying that would crush me to death I'd have to take a knee and then I had a follow-up right after I was like the first step is actually listening because she's the type of person that's like if I like this everyone else does so I show you love by giving you what I like but I'm like the oatmeal cookies comes in I've already told you he ████ hates oatmeal cookies and you give them 12 000 of them he's not feeling any of your love so she actually went out to buy chocolate chip wow that sounds like
38:11 she's learning you know also very quickly very thankful for this place love you guys seriously looking very nice seriously seriously this place is a godsend I hope everyone you know I'm really glad that we hit the two mil that's awesome but like I hope that like you know hope we're back into the growth period and where everyone like I can tell everyone apart everyone's really excited to be here but like I'm excited to just keep on testing new formats with you guys and ████ around and having fun and like I don't know you guys are the best this is still like to be honest like this is the realest place in my life it really is like everybody's actually saying the thing that they want to say yeah credit to Joe and Bart for creating that environment and maintaining that environment right not easy you guys are ████ amazing you know it's we can't make this happen if it's just me and Bart talking all day yeah we have to
39:01 collect down ass people to have an actual group conversation and be on the same page yeah and always get each other's backs yeah yeah and we went through a lot of people they came and went but still you know it's like I think like it's just hard to find that right yeah it is yeah but it really does feel like we're all like just it's all just friends again yeah which is tight yep like and I feel and then the audience feels it too like they love the new era they that's why they're here you know yeah I can't break it up yeah Nick's gonna destroying why I left JK dude say your number dude what the ████ your number say your money is a great responsible show me your abs then say your money drama alert does a tweet Nick Dunn is done at JQ by the way I really love say your money
39:53 as a response to show your dick save your money save it
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