0:00 you know the rule of like you don't take it out unless you're going to use it that's the number one thing we always tell you like we we you should never pull it out unless you're never pull it out unless you're ready to dump the whole man no one even knows that's the instructor don't pull it out as you're down to dump four mags on this F carries four mags he's doing quick [Music] reloading this question seems like kind of like a Common Sense type answer but I think I was surprised seeing it online on like X and people had different takes on it but when someone does a horrible crime and then it's revealed that they themselves were the victims of that same crime or Worse does that make you more sympathetic to them as a person no I
0:50 hate them even more oh like that whole like hurt people hurt people sh yeah no hate them even more exactly I'm like if you already know how bad it feels why you passing on you son of like if you got didd as a kid and then you start diddling yeah yeah like I think it's good to kind of understand but it's it's they're still up terribly I got my feet right and then like I'll beat somebody's and then I feel good about it and then later I feel bad about it when when's later depends on how young I was okay that's true when you're really young you can't wait to pass it on you don't care and I but I think the more younger you are the more impuls I don't even know if young is the word but like you could be immature you could still be an old immature ████ but until you processed like you're just an impulsive animal once once you shift that mind and you have a little bit of
1:40 like empathy and then you can like evolve as a human being you go oh I probably shouldn't do that I think a lot of people that get stuck on that impulse phase they don't even get to that stage of I'm hurting someone just like someone hurt me they don't that's a that's an evolved human being right yeah what if it's not the same crime let's say that like you know like some I think this really happened where some girl was like trafficked for like years by this like pimp and then she like finally rose up the courage and like killed them and then they she ended up going to jail I think that's dope yeah that's dope that you went to jail no but I think it's cool forever I think she I think it's dope that she killed the person that's been causing her pain her whole life but then also I think the reason why she ended up going to jail was because they couldn't prove that like although legally that was like she was being trafficked
2:30 but they were still like I guess they were both making money oh so it's like that if that's if the story was this person is taking on her bully it makes it feel satisfying but what if they were just fighting over a hamburger and then they're they're arguing because hey ████ that hamburger was mine well I was hungry well ████ why the ████ did you eat my hamburger and then and then you know oh yeah and then it's like but then the story that the lawyer creates is yeah oh she's been exploited all her life life sure yeah cuz trafficking technically is like it it of course when we think of trafficking I think you think of like literally like someone's a captive and they're like forced to do this thing but then even the Figaroa stuff falls under trafficking and I think that's what it was I think for me it's always like um trying to find out what what do you
3:20 really want like what are you really trying to do so if for her she's like I don't want this life anymore uh I yes I got trafficked by this guy we made money so my hands aren't clean like we're both dirty whatever but she's like I want to have a clean life then she shouldn't even seek retaliation she would just like move across somewhere else oh just run away yeah cuz it's like the same scenario where like if you're trying to like have spend a good time with your family at the movies let's say a dude shoulder bumps you right walking out and then they call you a name yeah like if the minute you engage and you're like what the ████ did you just do brother your mission just changed your mission is now I got to set things straight cuz now you made me look like a ████ in front of my family but if your ████ is like really about having spending time with your family oh dude my bad dude hey let's go wants popcorn and you just F you stay on
4:11 the mission yeah but what if that guy disrespected you I don't care for me it's like what is my true Mission my true mission is to spend time with my family this F could ████ pee on my shoes what if this guy goes like look at it that's not true he like said something right in front of your right in front of T ta I know well I'll walk to the side and I'll debrief with taica that guy's cockoo but he's still going in the back I'm like this D there's a lot of crazy people yo your dad your dad's weak yeah no good I slap your dad around I slap your dad around I think if it's all verbal I honestly won't care cuz it's just I'm my mission is to have a good time that's cool so the so the sooner I can deescalate it the better but if he ████ like grabs Gio's titties or something then it's different then there's popcorn being stuffed in his mouth then they better bring in Bruce Buffer cuz it's about to be a five round
5:02 championship fight what if he doesn't physically he doesn't physically do anything but he yells spoilers on the movie you're about to go in and watch dude cuz then you can't have a good time cuz Bart has way more patience than me what would you do I think I would think that I'm Bart in that moment and then I would think you know what maybe I'll be like the nice guy and then just go up there and say and ask politely you know and then like I I think I would get myself in a really stupid situation cuz I wouldn't have the same type of patience so I would in my mind I would be like oh dude I'll just tell them like hey bro like can you chill out and then and it in my mind it'll play out as like hey dude oh sorry man yeah I get it and then we'll like shake hands and then I'll go back and like yeah he was just like having a good time that's how it would play out in my mind but I think
5:53 what the reality would be is I would ask him and then he will say ████ you and I'll just be like what and I'll grab a pen and start stabbing him in his ████ neck you know and then I go oh my God what did I do and I'll be like ████ ████ and then I'll be like H we got to go we got to go we got to go and then this guy that's sitting in the back of the ████ movie theater with a pen in his neck oh damn but I think that sounds different I would be like in that situation you like Bart's like the first thing I would do is take taica to the side and be like hey um this is what's happening right now or whatever debrief I think I have like a weird optimistic delusion of oh you know he probably doesn't know he's having a great time I probably should say something and then or whatever oh yeah all you got to do is go to taica be like that guy with a pen
6:45 in his neck he's cockoo no cuz in my early 20s right there's like so many times like you know like the old school like freeway ████ uh someone cuts you off you drive up ████ you throw pennies whatever you have in your car oh ████ you throw it pull over like I engage in all that ████ all the time in my 20s yeah now people cut me off or whatever I'm like oh they probably got diarrhea or that that lady needs to like deliver a baby so you're just like good back story you know you're just like okay like I have my goal is just to get to this place safe yeah what chilled you out like this maybe a lot of trouble okay like I actually get into a lot of trouble and then I think like going oh ████ if I keep following my feelings um it gets into crazier and crazier ████ so I'll
7:35 try not to follow my feelings and kind of just go based off like how do I want to end my day like I want to end my day like this mhm or end my day like this yeah that's true the sleep at night that's how I should okay and how do I end my day yeah I also what helps me when I get angry or like upset with something I just remember how many things I have forgotten that I was mad at before m cuz it always like Fades away like roadways especially you can't remember when you're at your destination even sometimes it's like it all goes away pisses off the whole day though dude me and Nikki one time we're outside this place in Downtown LA like going looking for a party somewhere and uh we couldn't find it it's like frustrating and ████ and there's just two drunk guys who are like yelling yelling and then you know I'm walking Nikki and then I could tell she's like
8:27 scared of them so I was like oh well I'll fix this and I'm like hey shut the ████ up and then immediately Nikki's like what the ████ and then these guys like yo what the ████ don't get knocked out don't get knocked out all that kind of ████ and I'm like I'm like I thought like my immediate reaction was just like oh this will help this will I'll just tell him to shut the ████ up cuz I could tell she's scared right now and then it just immediately once we got into my car she's just like what the ████ is your problem like why did you do that and I was like yeah I didn't really think I was this will fix it and you know what's worse like in my 20s like let's say something happened where I felt like someone like stepped to me and usually whatever Force they come with you got to bring it back 2x right yeah if you don't sometimes that feeling haunts me I'm
9:17 like you are such a ████ little ████ ████ ass ████ that the next time that the that same thing happens I Forex the ████ so then it becomes so cuz you just you felt so guilty and icky about how how how much of a ████ you were here then the next time some guy like spills popcorn on you you ████ like staple him to the ground beat theing ████ out of and then yeah you're like and then your friends like what the ████ that was just that and then you don't know at the moment but later on you're like oh it's cuz I took out what I think I should have done to that guy and this guy it was Vengeance for previous things yeah that sucks hey I had to happen in uh when I was sparing some dude at like a public boxing gym some bigger dude was like go light and then you know I was like I thought I was going light but I don't know what his light was but that ████ was hurting me
10:08 so I was like bro I was just pissed off the whole time so my second my second spart Mar came in and I just walking away was and he was like bro you're supposed to go soft and I was like oh it's a snap I was like oh my bad bro hey what's up guys just in case you have seen some of these lovely pieces on some of our gentlemen here these awesome Jade pendants or you may have seen the recent JK Adventure where we went to Jade Jewelers just remember that the sale is on now if you want to visit the j.co you can even find some of the stuff that our guys have had and way way more the selection is huge so make sure to visit the J Jewelers and check out what they've got check it out let's go that happens a lot right with with the when saring people it just it just like keeps it just keeps getting built up cuz you're too nice and then that guy on his next thing he's going to go too hard and
10:59 just like like especially you get smashed for one round oh man the second person you go with I'm so sorry but you have to un somewhere else right neck you son of a ████ I don't do that bro yeah he does you know what keeps me more you know like that feeling you were talking about where you're like oh you stupid the thing that like evolved over time with me is the thing that was scarier was I started I started considering the litigations I was like oh my God like imagine I had to go to court and I couldn't get a job I had on my permanent record and like you know like and it it causes problems for my family my credit score goes down like I started thinking of like real world like I could actually ruin your life over a guy I don't even I could have walked away from that's the part that's like holy ████ I'm going to have a criminal record like that became more of a concern to me the thought of going to
11:49 court for a fight or an altercation that I gotone to scares the ████ out me I'm like dude I would never is it cuz you have registered deadly not even that just going the process of like I get a court date then I have to like take time off then I have to go to court I have to get a lawyer I have to figure out what my strategy is to defend myself like that whole process makes me want to go yeah I go to courthouse also how I knew something's wrong with me because like I'm more afraid of that than I am that this guy lost his life over you know what I mean so I'm like Oh my potential to like have like sweet revenge is very high but my fear of like being separated from the things I love is higher that's why having something greater than yourself is really important cuz I remember like I think one of the best goody T Sho times I ever was was uh when I signed up to join the Marine Corps cuz
12:39 when I signed up they're like from now until you ship to boot camp I don't want to hear about any Shenanigans you know and a lot of the time that's the most squared away like people like want smoke blood no no blunts no nothing no no fights no whatever no fights no blunts cuz you have this you're so uncool dude cuz you have like this thing that you're like is greater than myself exactly I got stick to it this is my only hope and then I think like having something above you I think maybe that's why with family it's easier you know I'm like oh it's like my I should have I should build family yeah yeah have kids honestly cuz then you start thinking like you start thinking bigger than yourself and like ████ if I get locked up my kid has no dad holy ████ when people say live in the moment I don't think they should tell people like me to live in the moment like live in the moment Joe yeah just pull the drink whatever you want you should live a few moments
13:31 ahead I notice yeah maybe I don't really think things through but right ran that's true though the fact that um like more you understand the law that's that's what made me push back too like even if you have to have you're allowed to have CCW yeah even if your Duke breaks it into your house even self-defense is like questionable you cannot use it in California especially in California if you read the fire print stop if you read the F print it just says you need to be a ████ in every situation yeah you shoot the guy in California you shoot the guy who's coming into your house and he'll own your house yeah yeah that's what's crazy might as well get the paperwork ready at this front door here's the deed but he's going to break in and say stay in your room this room's mine and then squatter you got to get them out oh
14:22 yeah damn robs your house and squat California law just says be a ████ cuz think about it it's just like you don't want to go through it just be a ████ in California if someone robs your house you just go like this get your paperwork ready and just go here you go sign it all because your lock wasn't strong enough yeah it's also the the feeling of like do you really want to like let's say you're caring right if you if you don't have a permit then you're kind of asked out if you ever have to even take it out cuz that's on the paper now that like oh this guy had an unregistered weapon even though you saved your own life I thought about that too but is it is it could have could it really have taken my life and what is you know what I mean like it's either you die or you spend time in jail but you're still alive it's going to be one of those
15:13 moments me too i' rather have a big old ████ than to be dead but then you know the you know the rule of like you don't take it out unless you're going to use it yeah yeah that's that's the number one thing we always tell you like we we you should never pull it out unless you're ready to never pull it out unless you're ready to dump the whole no one even knows you do a pros and cons list before it's the last option yeah if you're not going to dump the mag don't even put that ████ out yep yeah the whole point is that is to dump it yeah I wonder who you took your CCW class with that's the instructor don't pull it out as you're down to dump four mags on them this F carries four mags he's doing quick reload and ████ he's flicking the cartridge out look look I'm just saying if a 200 lb dude running towards you bro one shot's not going to do ████ flying knee bro flying
16:04 knee and they're on math yo and they're cracked out 200 lb cracked out PCP ████ running they're not going to feel it but then like four mags two guns C kick let's say somebody's running at you and you're armed yeah and you know in your like logical brain that you can get away if you just run like a ████ oh running running always run yeah always run bro I'm what that's the one thing right they'll teach you not to even be in the situation avoid it at all whatever is going to get you to Massage Envy the next day for real that's Envy I got to go to Trader Joe's tomorrow that's a great way of looking at it yeah no massage no more you can't get knots out if you're in jail dude Bart you about to run away you turn around to wall boom that what why am I
16:56 what the ████ what kind of place is this I kind of you're like I kind of f up it's Las it's just like I'm in a ████ what am I playing [Laughter] Wolfenstein it's one of these WS yeah what do you do what do you do true you miss calculated where you were yeah do you just what do you do at that moment pull it out empty the mag you have to empty the mag the 200 lb PCP MEF crack out dude he sounds like that for mags man no not for mags Jesus I try not to be in situations now I think that's the biggest it's like if you're not like for example like if you're if you're like if you're spending the same kind of time like that senior citizens do like
17:47 if their clock is like you wake up at like 5: in the morning you go to the park or whatever you have very little chances of interacting with people that'll piss you off yeah like that's what I realized I was like we share the same world right but like 2: a.m. at a ████ popular like Street where there's hella drunk ass kids kicking it outside way different vibe you know then 10:00 a.m. at the park you're only going to see children and homeless people yeah and taiichi Chinese people there's a homeless dude ████ playing with his belly button and talking to himself there's kids at the playground and there's like a Chinese Grandma feeding pigeons or something yeah very different different environments yeah that's the first thing you can do it's just don't even be in a realm that can get you in danger yeah the prevention part of it go
18:37 to a movie theater you know how like with the Menendez like craze people found so much I guess sympathy for them because of the abuse yeah angle yeah yeah well they're like I know what it feels like so they should be able to be free cuz I wanted to kill my parents too that's what everyone's saying did you ever that's how kids feel these days so piss I can I can empathize with that feeling wow yeah so I think I don't think it's ████ right but I remember thinking those things so like I remember um like you know people setting off bombs and ████ and and I and I wanted to get the uh the Jolly Rogers cookbook remember that one that was it was called the it was the Anarchist Cookbook yeah it's like it was it was called like the Jolly Roger or some ████ it's a bad book
19:28 yeah and I I heard about this in junior high and I was like that's ████ SI it teaches you how to make anything yeah Bombs all kinds of stuff poisons down that's not good stuff that the body doesn't can't autopsies can't find how they die like really scary stuff yeah and I think like when you are a troubl teen you're less likely to have empathy I feel like young boys are like psycho they're just all Psychopaths default psychos yeah cuz they don't ████ they're like they think the world is a bunch of NPCs and then at least me and the way my friends operated it's like you didn't really have that guilt of like things you hurt somebody you did something you didn't really think about it the way that you think about it as an adult like I'd feel guilty if I broke into a home stole things as a kid you kind of feel the thrill and then you justify it in a
20:19 weird way right so I can kind of think of like oh yeah yeah like they that's that's payback because those parents were abusive and I have a abusive parents and they should have died and you think drastically you think really extreme yeah I learned that pretty early on about like cuz my one time my mom was yelling at me I was like probably like six or seven and she was uh shouting at me before church and then she had to help me with like my belt or something so she was like like kneeling like fixing my clothes and then so she couldn't see me cuz her head's right here and I started going like just miming it just miming like if I could stalk her in the head and then and then I that coming from real feelings or just messing around I was just so mad so I was just like miming like as if I could be like hitting her head and then I didn't realize that the mirror's right there she's like looking right at it and then she just looks up and
21:09 goes what the hell and then she goes what you did is crazy I was like damn sorry I've had moments like that where I ████ want to go to my dad iuck I hate you dude or my mom I want to ████ beat him all up I was Psycho nothing dude they knew I was ████ red they knew I was a stupid like angsty little boy dude they know that like the likelihood of defeat is probably going to come more from your sisters than you yeah I still always be like oh I want to ████ you guys up but I just punch pillows instead I can never pull the trigger a wolf raised by women that's not tight not that tight that's a good movie I don't recommend it
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